Tuesday, February 25, 2025
read: sapiens
Thursday, February 20, 2025
long time gone by Charlie donlea
Monday, December 30, 2024
read: don't believe it by Charlie Donlea
Wednesday, December 25, 2024
read: Holly
read: if you like it darker
Thursday, December 05, 2024
read: the anxious generation
Sunday, October 27, 2024
read: 太白星金有点烦
Sunday, September 29, 2024
read: funny story
Saturday, September 28, 2024
read: first lie wins
Sunday, September 22, 2024
read: all the light we cannot see
Sunday, September 08, 2024
read: normal people
Wednesday, August 28, 2024
read: 长安的荔枝
Thursday, August 15, 2024
read: thinking, fast and slow
Saturday, August 10, 2024
read: the coaching habit
Wednesday, July 24, 2024
read: Ball Lightning
Saturday, June 15, 2024
read: Before the coffee gets cold by Toshikazu Kawaguchi
Saturday, June 08, 2024
read: The Paper Menagerie by Ken Liu
Wednesday, May 29, 2024
read: extinction by Douglas Preston
Saturday, May 11, 2024
read: elon musk by Walter isaacson
Friday, April 12, 2024
read: wandering earth
Wednesday, April 03, 2024
read: daughter, servant, mistress of the empire
Saturday, March 23, 2024
read: shadow of a dark queen
Monday, March 11, 2024
read: the forbidden stars
Tuesday, March 05, 2024
read: the dreaming stars
Sunday, March 03, 2024
read: the wrong stars
read: hail mary
Tuesday, August 15, 2023
read: bad blood
Friday, August 11, 2023
read: spare
Saturday, June 10, 2023
read: Billy summers
Friday, June 02, 2023
read: fairy tale
Sunday, May 21, 2023
read: facial justice
Sunday, May 14, 2023
Read: First they killed my father
Wednesday, May 03, 2023
Read: The Quiet Earth
Sunday, April 23, 2023
Watched: The Life of Pi
Tuesday, May 28, 2019
Thankful back to work
Not that Im thankful to be back at work but Im thankful I got to leave work at 6ish!!! Got a seat this morning!!!! Had a bubble tea - green tea macchiato is yummy and fruity. And thankful that there was dinner at home although I forgot to text earlier! Thankful that theres healthy chrysanthemum to drink.
Lifes pretty good.
It's harder but possible to be thankful at home
So many things to do, and dealing with a chatty mom. (Is that how people feel when I'm chatty)
Nevertheless I'm thankful that
1. My mom helped to wash and iron the clothes
2. I had a massive discount for a grain bowl and juice
3. I got to play with my cat
Thursday, May 23, 2019
Thankful
Its easy to be thankful when youre on holiday
Day 1 of Thankfulness
1. Im thankful Im exposed to breathing and meditation
2. Im thankful the dinner staff is so friendly
3. Im thankful Im here with Huiyan who wont judge
Day 2 of thankfulness
1. Im thankful i saw a rainbow in the pool
2. Im thankful for the relaxing massage
3. Im thankful i get to try out yoga and pilates and stretching
Day 3 of thankfulness
1. Im thankful for the different lunch
2. Im thankful for the weather - cool but not raining - which allowed us to go kayaking
3. Im thankful for the strong deep tissue massage which feels so shiok, especially the spatula area
Day 4 of thankfulness
1. Im thankful about the sunny morning
Wednesday, February 10, 2016
Regulations
- Economic regulation: To check exclusionary and exploitative conduct of players with Significant Market Power. This is exercised through price regulation, competition law, and other ex ante requirements including unbundling or requirements to provide access to essential facilities
- Public interest/ consumer protection: To correct negative externalities, ensure distributional justice and protect the consumer (e.g. through minimum quality of service, to ensure safety and security, correct information asymmetries, etc). This could take the form of universal service obligations, quality of service requirements, security screening/vetting, and consumer protection frameworks such as requiring key service terms to be clearly stated upfront and providing dispute resolution options.
- Technical regulation: To standardise, coordinate and ensure inter-operability. This is exercised through standards setting, registration and testing of the product/resource.
Thursday, November 26, 2015
Tips for Giving and Receiving Feedback
- Lead with intent. “The reason I am telling you this is …. I am hoping the result of this conversation will be ….”
- Have a conversation. View the conversation as a two-way exchange, not a one-way dump.
- Understand the goal. The purpose of constructive feedback is to encourage the other to move into a problem-solving conversation with you, not to “change” for you. The purpose of complimentary feedback is to help the other more fully own and leverage their strengths.
- Focus on the behavior. Discuss its impact on you and/or your organization.
- Language matters. Avoid attributions or labels such as “you are insensitive.” Do not make up stories about why they act in a certain way, such as “you don’t care.” Use “I” language instead of “You” language, but remember that saying “I feel that you are insensitive” and “I feel that you don’t care” is cheating.
- Use inquiry. Ask what the other person hears you saying. Ask what is important to them. Ask what they need in return from you.
- Reframe. Maintain the mental model that feedback is a gift — it is data. And more data is always better because it provides us with choices we wouldn’t otherwise have.
- Tamp down your defensiveness. Avoid justifying, explaining, or making the other person wrong. Remember that feedback is data and having data is better than not having it because it expands our choices and results in healthier relationships.
- Become curious. Tell yourself: “This person is upset with something I do. If I can figure out what that is, I can move toward solving the problem.”
- Repeat. Ask questions. “So, I hear that you are really annoyed and think I am not committed. Yes? It would be helpful to me if I understood what it is that I do that results in you feeling that way.”
- Signal that you understand. “I hear that the fact that sometimes I don’t respond to your texts for several days is what leaves you feeling that I am not committed.” This is better than getting into an argument about whether or not you are committed.
- Thank the giver. At some level they care enough to say something.
- Know when to stop. It is OK, and even preferable, to say when you need to take a break and negotiate a time to return to the conversation. The giver may have waited until he or she was really upset before saying anything, and therefore it is often easier to take the issues a bit at a time.
Friday, September 18, 2015
Sometimes.
sometimes i do miss those times.
but then im also glad to be back.
cos this is the real world.
Friday, July 31, 2015
Cyber Security
Imagine the person who can hack into the network.
Inspired by: http://www.bbc.com/news/business-33610593
Wednesday, July 08, 2015
Newcastle Reflections
I only like Newcastle insofar as it reminds me of Edinburgh
Newcastle Reflections #2
Entered the university by chance really. came across the students having their graduation ceremony and thinking of mine. congregating at mcewan hall. itwas Breezy but sunny. everyone looking smart in their graduation gown, me in my freshly cut bob. sitting in that dark,dark hall. waiting for your turn to be tapped on the head by someone's trousers. gathering with laura, rahima, hannah and some at balmoral hotel, sipping tea with their parents, feeling posh, feeling like i'm part of the system. just as these Newcastle students sit at quillan bros tea house sipping tea. looks like a lovely place to have tea. but it's not for me, at least not today. i shall continue my journey.
London Reflections 2015
Coming back to explore previously unexplored territory. Thinking of the UK as a second home though I've never actually lived in London. But while the people and roads are unfamiliar. The systems, the signs, the accents, the vegetation, the air are all familiar, familiar enough not to give me a jarring sensation, the sensation that tells you're abroad in brand, new exciting destination. Not to say I wasn't thrilled to be seeing a part of London I haven't seen before, not to say I don't enjoy, but it lacks the thrill and fear of a totally unknown destination. I guess I know what to expect and it is very comforting.
London Reflections #2
Walking my luggage as the residents walk their dogs along the scenic Thames path.
London Reflections #3
a moment of silence for the 7/7 victims. a complete silence as all stopped in their steps and lowered their heads. no clattering of utensils or shuffling of feet. till the intercom sparkled to life, bringing an end to the moment.
London Reflections #4
Kew Gardens is really pricey for a garden without much flowers.
London Reflections #5
An oak tree. Completely bizarre. An actor who doesnt know the script. A hypnotist who lost his skill. A father who lost his daughter. An audience is in the clouds as the two men switched between scripts. A free conversation.. that is totally scripted. The loss of girl who is not dead. The concept, the idea of a person. The concept, the idea of play. An accident, the actor takes on the attributes of the playwright.
would love to spend more time figuring the play really.
but moving on for now..
Wednesday, April 08, 2015
Balancing Local Sentiments and Economic Benefits
Hong Kong is now suffering a decline in tourism numbers of 34% y-o-y, influenced by the various anti-Chinese campaigns over the past year or so. The most recent public holiday in China, which usually brings an influx of visitors to Hong Kong, did little to alleviate the decline.
The anti-Chinese sentiments began with the influx of 'businessmen' bringing counterfeit goods to and fro Shenzhen and Hong Kong. These businessmen are seen to bring down the quality of life in Hong Kong as they are usually from the lower classes of society. A series of anti-Chinese incidents began as the Hong Kong residents began to see all Chinese visitors as threat to their society and way of living.
The incidents brought the effect that the residents hoped for, a decline in Chinese visitorship. However, the counterfeit goods smugglers, according to the article, not fazed by the bad attitude of the Hong Kong residents towards them given the potential profit to be earned, continue to come in large numbers. Instead, the higher quality Chinese high-spenders are deterred, opting for other (more luxurious/ better service most likely) destinations, affecting the service industry which had depended to a large extent on them.
Should the government have taken a harder stance on protesters, or should the protesters have been given their freedom of expression? It's hard to say really, but I'm imploring those who unconditionally advocate freedom of expression to think deeper about what this freedom really entails.
Thursday, March 26, 2015
Politics
They bring out a me that I hate and despise and want to laugh at. A me so full of angst at the world, at the inability of people to understand these bubbling problems, at the way I know so little, and at the frustration of never knowing enough. A me that rants about the problems, hurtfully, sharply, critically, rudely, that will never be resolved. A me that feels so weak and small and pathetic in this monstrous world out there.
But, I can't help commenting on things that I see.
The onslaught of posts about LKY led me to this ironic statement - who IS this Liu Shengjun -:
Columnist Liu Shengjun wrote that Singapore’s stability and efficiency are built on “Lee’s authoritarian charisma,” which has limited appeal in China’s consensus-driven government.
http://foreignpolicy.com/2015/03/23/was-lee-kuan-yew-an-inspiration-or-a-race-traitor-chinese-cant-agree/
Wednesday, March 25, 2015
The other side of things. Or the passing.
It touched me though I've never interacted with the man, except two brief encounters at F1 one year when I was attending to the Singapore Suite, and again from a far distance during NDP. I've always appreciated what Singapore has to offer, and the legacy he left behind, believing that we needed a leader like him to bring us here, and an equally revolutionary leader to bring us further from here on. Living overseas, be it in a developed country like the UK or in a less applauded country like China, made me count my blessings that a country like mine with no natural resources but its people (who were mostly immigrants) can do so well.
But saw this article on how he had become the excuse of many autocrats in other parts of the world to rule their countries with an iron hand at the expense of their citizens. It doesn't feel right to blame LKY for this, but I can understand how they have twisted his methods to suit their needs. Haven't formed a coherent thought on this article but thought it was interesting and wanted to capture it before I lose this thought...
http://www.politico.com/magazine/story/2015/03/lee-kuan-yew-legacy-116317.html#ixzz3VJAE5I00
Thursday, March 19, 2015
Those random moments
A girl stops me, says "Excuse me?"
I turn around, thinking it was a lost tourist, asking for directions (we see many of those in these areas, some of whom will ask where Xintiandi is).
She says "Can we take a picture for you as a street shot for their magazine?"
I was stunned to say the least.
And, as usual, rejected - (on hindsight, I should have just said yes. This could be my only ever chance).
Nevertheless, I was secretly pleased. I wanted to shout out to the world and say "oh my god someone spotted me."
Reminded of that day in high school when a guy stopped me and asked to be friends.
Rejected as usual in a stunned state, but pleased nonetheless...
I... like moments like these.
Haha.
Thursday, March 12, 2015
The Modern Beethoven - or not.
The Tale of Mamoru Samuragochi
A man who climbed to fame through almost farcical manipulation of the media and the people around him and then came crashing down again as the media and people he used retaliated.
http://www.newrepublic.com/article/121185/japans-deaf-composer-wasnt-what-he-seemed
Very intriguing how he managed to pull the whole thing off. He must be very charming. He might be... a musical psychopath (though the muscial bit might be debatable).
Am I paranoid now? Am I..?
The Psychopath Test - Dylan Thomas
And suddenly I was reminded of the Psychopath Test, written by the guy who wrote The Men Who Stare at Goats.
Was it possible Thomas was a psychopath (I need to read more to ascertain)? His disdain of other people; his clever manipulation of the people around him who financed his life; his careless irresponsibility and lack of concern for consequences. I do think he ticks many boxes on Hare's checklist. Worth a look into for curiousity's sake.. someday.
Tuesday, February 10, 2015
SMEs in Singapore
http://thinkbusiness.nus.edu/articles/item/267-sme-survival-tips
SMEs always fascinated me. I think it's because you seldom hear about them and yet they form the majority in terms of number of companies (revenue? employees? I have no idea) in the business landscape.
The title of the article naturally caught my attention but really the conclusion that SMEs survive better if they ally with diverse partners is not very instructive or illuminating. SMEs, given their size, tend to focus on a specific area of expertise, which makes it very natural for them to need partners to cover the whole value chain if they wish to succeed? Am I missing something here...? I think what would be interesting would be a deeper analysis of the types of alliances and business models that have flourished. It would also be interesting to compare the difference between countries. Do different operating environments/ business culture affect the way SMEs partner other companies, and how?
Monday, February 09, 2015
Sustainable Growth
http://www.businessinsider.sg/xi-declares-war-on-global-gambling-firms-2015-2/
President Xi Jinping has taken some actions to slow China's economy in a bid to produce more sustainable growth:
(1) visa restrictions, (2) the anti-corruption campaign, and (3) UnionPay monitoring.
This has hit the gambling industry worldwide badly. With the implementation of the anti-corruption measures, the casinos had already felt the initial impact of the policies. But Xi is not going to stop there. A more targeted move against gambling shows Xi's resolve in this matter. Through limiting visas, monitoring frequent gamblers' spend, banning advertisements and such measures, the casinos are in for a bad year.
While this may not bode well for us, I think it's time someone took action on this issue.
It's not just about China and their need for sustainable growth.
It's about how the whole world is spurring economic growth today.
The whole world investing all their efforts and resources in this one country desperately needs to rethink their strategy. The mad investment (see all the reports on Chinese spending consumption behaviours, the crazy advertisements, the proliferation of Chinese-speaking sales staff all over the world) in this market is creating a bubble that would not last. When the spending began to slow a few years back, reports started coming up about targeting the wiser Chinese spenders who spend with greater discretion, every country fighting to win one another for a slice of the Chinese pie put in a disporportionate amount of effort to rework marketing messages to unearth the reasons for Chinese to spend, developing products that provides greater incentives for spending.
Now, with the impending slowdown, what would happen to all these efforts? Have we overestimated the potential of this market in a bid to outdo each other?
2015 feels like a scary year.
*Gulps*
Thursday, January 22, 2015
Reviewing my time in Shanghai.
Anyway, its so slow and laggy I've decided to.. give up.
LOL.
Will relook this.. some other time. HAHA.
Monday, July 07, 2014
Politics
So when I read this, it really resonated with me.
"But we think as people and countries, not as a species."
- President José "Pepe" Mujica, Uruguay's head of state
Source:http://mic.com/articles/92369/15-powerful-quotes-from-the-world-s-most-humble-president
Monday, May 05, 2014
Dignity
The second is around the material values and life goals that the government has consistently advocated. One thinks of the remark by Lim Wee Kiak, a PAP MP, that a person’s dignity is tied to his/her salary. Or ministerial pay packets and the justification for them. Or Lee Kuan Yew’s comment, in response to high ministerial salaries, that
“You know, the cure for all this talk is really a good dose of incompetent government. You get that alternative and you’ll never put Singapore together again: Humpty Dumpty cannot be put together again… my asset values will disappear, my apartments will be worth a fraction of what they were, my ministers’ jobs will be in peril, their security will be at risk and their women will become maids in other people’s countries, foreign workers. I cannot have that!”
Why must a person's dignity be tied to your salary?
(Abit too tired to continue today - but it's a thought I struggle with)
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Making Sense of China’s Growth Model
Making Sense of China’s Growth Model
Although China’s economy has expanded at a staggering pace over the last
three decades, its growth model is now widely agreed to be exhausted. Even
China’s top leadership acknowledges the need for change – a belief that
culminated in the far-reaching reform agenda presented two months ago at the
Third Plenum of the Chinese Communist Party’s 18th Central Committee.Thursday, January 09, 2014
Getting Old
It's been some time since the old gang (Heather, Yunhua, Willie, Liwei) left and I guess a new gang is forming.
Was having coffee with the boys in the new gang last weekend and somehow ended up talking about getting old, about the fear girls have of getting old and remaining single and unmarried (which seems very likely for me right now zzz). Especially since I was watching that Taiwanese drama which had all these 初老症状.
It's time to do a stock take:
02、只要坐下来,小腹就有一滩肉
05、对於没有结论的冗长会议充满厌恶
06、觉得自己快要被一堆密码淹没了!
07、对於年轻朋友不让座这件事情会非常介意
09、KTV热门点播排行榜的歌曲完全不会唱
10、以前可以唱KTV到天亮,现在只要熬夜一天,就会累一个礼拜
12、如果不喃喃自语,脑子就会打结。
13、越近的事情越容易忘记,越久以前的事情反而越是记得
15、以前烦恼青春痘,现在烦恼小细纹
18、认识新朋友的速度与机率逐渐钝化
20、如果一天没有吃绿色蔬菜就会觉得身体怪怪的
21、逐渐没有耐心替烂朋友收烂摊了
22、越来越不喜欢改变「已经习惯的习惯」
23、很讨厌在外面过夜,因为要带好多东西
25、懒的交新朋友的原因,是因为懒的从头交代自己的人生
26、终於认清「老天爷真的很忙」!
27、每次看到某某歌手某某影星过世的消息,就要感叹一次,我们的时代过去了
28、总是把「重要的东西」放在「重要的地方」,然后把那个「重要的地方」彻底忘记
31、对於星座、运势、紫微斗数、塔罗牌、两性专家与励志书,已经不感兴趣
34、以前糟蹋身体,现在被身体糟蹋
35、开始注意医药新闻,譬如银杏是不是可以预防老年痴呆
37、开始关心商品成分、制造商以及赏味期限。
38、最近有件事要告诉你,可是一看见你就全忘了
39、对路边的问卷部队非常有意见
40、对诈骗集团开始产生周旋的战斗力
41、逐渐喜欢到传统市场买菜
45、对於RAP一点好感都没有
Tuesday, January 07, 2014
Monday, October 21, 2013
Great invention-to-be
2. An app that could talk to you while you pretend to text someone
Everyone experiences those times when they are waiting on someone else and have to break the awkwardness of standing alone. Most people take out their iPhone and text someone. As for me, I just stand there like an idiot. I want to text someone or have any communication with another live person, but there is never anybody to talk to. This dope ass app will let you talk about something with a complete stranger until your date shows up (or not depending). You can debate common controversial topics, discuss current events, or just chat about your day. Its like the best friend you never had and it only costs $1.Accessed: http://thoughtcatalog.com/ryan-mahoney/2013/10/6-ridiculous-inventions-you-would-totally-want/
Totally viable, and totally in demand.
Friday, October 11, 2013
Azerbaijan
Then read this article about their despotic leader.. despotic and not very cleverly so.
He won the most recent democratic elections.
And the election results were announced... one full day before the voting began.
http://www.washingtonpost.com/blogs/worldviews/wp/2013/10/09/oops-azerbaijan-released-election-results-before-voting-had-even-started/
Thursday, October 10, 2013
The difference between the British and the Americans
http://www.bigstockphoto.com/blog/20-british-words-that-mean-something-totally-different-in-the-us
Totally resonated with me.
Especially chips.. took me a while to get used to saying crisps. And really chips is still easier to say.
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
Fallacy
I don't disagree, but I do want to say that while many(?) world-changing people out there are school drop-outs, many school drop-outs don't make it big.
I doubt the relationship between school drop-out and world-changer is a causal one, however far removed.
There's a name for this kind of fallacy that I learnt in university but I don't remember.
And somehow this reminds me of David Hume.
And also that story about the balloon and the car.
And that story about how people who don't eat seafood are more likely to be murderers.
And of course, the democratic peace theory.
PS Fallacy is called cum hoc ergo propter hoc for whoever cares.
Doesn't sound familiar at all though...
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
You may gamble away your money, but you should never gamble your friendship.
mmd,老子喝了点酒留了点鼻涕,发张照片发微薄居然有人说恶心,行,老子喝了点,但没喝多,说点赌博的事,看恶不恶心,反正高考作文我满分,喝多了也不至于有逻辑问题。
今年凯雷给我们投了一笔钱,向大家想象的一样,这里面肯定有对赌条款,但是唯一不一样的是,最大的赌家是我,单从这次赌局规则来说,这是一个只有我输或者平的赌法。但是,这是我制定的赌局,为了做一件我认为对的事情而设的赌局,我一辈子只想做对的事情,虽然总是错。
今年年初和凯雷谈融资的时候,双方根据中国几家在美国上市的酒店公司估值以及企业的成长预期做出了一个估值,到接近年中的时候双方进入合同最后阶段,这个时候几家在美国上市的公司估值半年下降了30%左右,估值成了双方最大的问题。
做为全球最大的私募基金之一,凯雷公司自然有非常严谨的估值体系(别告诉我你不知道凯雷有多大,总之凯雷几乎是你知道的投资公司里最大的),虽然他们非常理解这是资本市场的原因造成的在美国上市的中国股的大跌,虽然他们知道我们做的精品酒店与经济型酒店差别很大,但是他们老大不知道中国情况,所以客观上会造成我们的估值显得比较高,所以双方再估值的问题上碰到了比较大的障碍。
我实在不愿意看到降低企业的估值的结果,因为企业估值一旦降低,老的投资人所占比例就会降低,而跟我多年打拼的兄弟们以及主要的骨干,他们的期权所占公司股份同样会下降,换句话说,信任我的投资人还有跟着我的兄弟们要吃亏。
于是,我做了一个决定,我拿出自己全部的期权交给凯雷抵押,如果企业做得不好,我的期权将全部转给凯雷,而如果企业做得好,我则拿回我的期权。凯雷公司最终接受了我的条件。
我是公司的创始人,也是公司的股东。酒店是一个资本密集型的行业,我个人投的那点钱在公司里根本算不了什么,所以,几轮投资之后我自己在公司所占的股份几乎说是微不足道。做为创始人和企业的主要管理人员,企业给了我一些期权,所以期权如果能行权将使得我在公司里的股份得以上升。换句话说,如果公司能够成功,期权是我获得收益的最主要来源。
我这一辈子做企业从来没有开口要过什么,记得携程季琦蒙我去的时候问我要多少钱,我说副总拿多少我就拿多少,最后老子做了资深副总的时候发现自己的工资比手底下的总监还低,总之,我比较二逼。几次做企业不算太好也不算太坏,公司卖出时投资者都获得了较高的回报,无论我是大股东还是小股东,每次企业卖出我都以牺牲我个人利益来换取朋友之间的友谊,换句话说,每次我都是选择不伤朋友而不是选择钱。
这次做桔子水晶酒店也一样,我从开始就没有为自己要什么。刚开始和投资人一起要做的时候我投的钱跟大家都是一样的估值比例,我没有一点干股。前期给整个公司发过两次期权都很少,所以第二次期权我一点都没拿,全部给员工分了。直到上一轮投资进来的时候,新投资人认为我的股份太少,没有人敢投这样的企业,所以公司追加了些期权。
这次我敢赌的原因其实很简单:
1) 我觉得企业要是真的没做好,我不配拿钱;当然,我要让事实证明我是不是那么的无能;
2) 在08年金融危机的时候,企业那么难,我的投资人那么信任我,所以我有100个道理要回报他们的信任,哪怕老子颗粒无收;
3) 公司里的兄弟们不容易,如果企业万一没做好,我能以我的牺牲换来大家的小康生活,值了。就算我到时候没有饭吃,他们也不会让我饿死;
4) 凯雷的老张人也不错,他也不会太为难我,只要说得过去,他不会让我光屁股;
5) 我没本事,但是围住了一帮兄弟,虽然大多没加过面,每次都住我的酒店照顾我的生意,所以我不会做得太差。
人活一辈子怎么都是过,但是,我总觉得人要做一些对的事情,前几次公司退出都没有让我的兄弟们走上小康生活,我一直觉得心里难受。这一次可能是我一辈子最后的机会,一个能够让跟着我多年的兄弟以及认真在公司工作的每一个同事得到回报的机会。就算我自己无能,最惨的结果也坏不到哪里去,因为至少是当我没饭吃的时候我有一帮我开口就能给我饭吃的兄弟!
这就是我的赌博,我相信我的兄弟们一起努力一定不会让我输的赌博。
感谢一直直照顾我生意的兄弟们,愿你们多子多孙家庭幸福。
不说了,喝多了该睡了,明早再说。
桔子水晶酒店大傻CEO吴海
1992年12月21日。
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
On leave.
The feeling that you can wake up whenever you want.
The feeling that it doesn't matter how you spend your day.
That quiet quiet feeling because nobody is around.
The peace.
I guess it's not so much that I hate going to work but I like going on leave.
Monday, February 04, 2013
Comments
But I do remember little bits about how people can try to improve their blog ratings or things like that..
Well.. I just found it rather unusual when there were like 9 comments on this practically defunct blog. I mean.. I post like on an average of once a month with long periods of inactivity. I don't proclaim to be an interesting writer so it is kind of odd. Not to mention, some of the comments on how it's insightful, or it's a great tip or blah.. when all I did was to post someone else's song. Lovely song no doubt. Not particularly insightful on my part I must say though.
Thanks for visiting the blog.
Hey.. maybe when I'm bored, I'll check yours out. Till then.. tata.
PS I do appreciate the ONE person who left a comment on the 'braindead' people comments. Totally agree with you. Maybe you have the same objective as them but I appreciate you actually noticing the irrelevance of it all... Cheers.
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
Kiss Me
Settle down with me
Cover me up
Cuddle me in
Lie down with me
Hold me in your arms
Your heart's against my chest
Lips pressed to my neck
I've fallen for your eyes
But they don't know me yet
And the feeling I forget
I'm in love now
Kiss me like you wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
This feels like I've fallen in love
Fallen in love
Fallen in love
Settle down with me
And I'll be your safety
You'll be my lady
I was made to keep your body warm
But I'm cold as, the wind blows
So hold me in your arms
My heart's against your chest
Your lips pressed to my neck
I've fallen for your eyes
But they don't know me yet
And the feeling I forget
I'm in love now
Kiss me like you wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
This feels like I've fallen in love
Fallen in love
Fallen in love
Yeah I've been feeling everything
From hate to love
From love to lust
From lust to truth
I guess that's how I know you
So hold you close
To help you give it up
So kiss me like you wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
This feels like I've fallen in love
Fallen in love
Fallen in love
So kiss me like you wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
This feels like I've fallen in love
Fallen in love
Fallen in love
How can girls not fall in love with someone who sings like this... Sigh...
Monday, November 26, 2012
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Passion Run.
Signed up for a 4km run (I know it's nothing much) but I began regretting it the moment my alarm clock rang at 6am in the morning. Who wakes up at 6am in the morning anyway... Thoughts crossed my mind: maybe if I pretended to oversleep, or maybe if it pours, maybe I can just go back to sleep...
Didn't work, so ended up waiting in line patiently with the hundreds of wannabe runners about a few hundred metres away from the starting line (cos the queue was that long), and went off.. to a staggering start as we tried to manoeuvre (I still can't spell this odd word) around mothers pushing prams, old couples taking a hike, some sightseeing ladies and some angsty youths.
Not a long run, but I started to feel the stress on my underworked heart and lungs and legs and then you begin to hear the yells. The very enthusiastic volunteers along the road yelling at the runners to go on, it's just 1km left, there's free yoghurt at the end of it all, come on, you can do it. The energy's infectious and the runners pick up their speed (or it could be the free yoghurt after all).
And... it's over.
Friday, October 19, 2012
Bikini Workout Part 2
But the actual sad news is that I don't have a resistance band so I guess I'm giving up. I've tried one of the exercise. But surely it wouldn't do if I only train one part of my body. I might actually end up looking pretty weird right.. So.. there goes :D
Experiment. Fail.
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Blog Writing Mood
I'm not sure why.
It's not to clock up the posts. I've only made 4 sad posts these years. My worst year thus far has been 2008 where I made only 13 posts. They are however really exciting posts. Because they have PICTURES. And they're beautiful. And they're happy. They make me smile.
That's what blogs are for right? To keep the happy moments?
Man.. I need to try harder.
Bikini-Ready Body
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
It doesn't feel like Singapore today.
Just left the Chinese Gardens. Peaceful, serene, green, conservation. Then the weather, cool, sun, breeze, clear blue sky, azure blue. Unfamiliar buildings. Lush greenery. It's like I came to a foreign place that is strangely familiar.
Today, I feel that Singapore is beautiful.
I can almost leave behind the traffic jams, the frustrations and the congestion. Just me and my home country.
Monday, March 05, 2012
Saturday, January 07, 2012
SIA serves MAGNUM.
Screaming baby - more like 2 year old - behind me. She needs a good smack.
Guy infringing into my space cos he puts his arm on MY arm rest.
No Don 2 on Entertainment set.
Loved the SilverKris articles.. Eyes tired. Too lazy to read up for my meetings. And now I'm too sleepy.. Will leave it for tomorrow. Bet I'll wake up at like 5am anyway.
And just ate my cup noodle so my luggage has more space. Despite the fact that I finished that horrible tandoori chicken wrap at like 7pm Saudi time. It's like 11pm Saudi time now. I'm gonna grow fat.
A little worried about the meetings tomorrow. I hope I know enough...
Friday, December 09, 2011
Just watched 'One Day'.. and I feel so sad.
I don't think it was the love story behind it.. but every scene of Edinburgh, the university, Arthur's Seat and the view from up there, Princes Street made me remember how beautiful Edinburgh is and made me realize how much I've fallen in love with the city.
I don't know what it is about the city I love. I mean.. I hate the weather. And I was glad to come back because I missed everyone so much. But I just love it. Crossing South Bridge and peering over at Cowgate and wondering about how this multi-tiered city works. Sipping that rich hot chocolate at Chocolate Soup on wintry days, wintry nights.. Those cobbled pavements. Those buildings darkened with soot from the industrial age. The gloomy sky. Jogging around Arthur's seat. The beautiful swan lake. The gorgeous view from Calton's Hill. The windy secret paths that you somehow chance upon and never find again.
I thought 4 years in one city.. and I'll have had enough of it. But.. it's only been slightly more than a year and I keep thinking about it. I think.. Edinburgh will always have a special place in my heart.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
What's on my mind now?
1. It's nice to be up alone on a rainy night. I never get this kind of peaceful times anymore. Not since a long time ago in Edinburgh with my Sushi takeaway in my cold cold room. Just me and my duvet.
2. I want to do something. It could be an exercise thing - going for yoga classes or dance classes (I think I'd like the idea of a dance class though I can't really dance) or kickboxing or whatever. But I don't think I'll be very motivated. Or it could be a learning thing - like learning Bahasa or Italian. If it's useful enough, I might push myself to do it. Or it could be a happy music thing - I want to go get me some scores and start building my dreams of being a freelance pianist. I'm not a great pianist but maybe if I master enough cheesy music, people might pay me a little to play that odd piece. What a wonderful thing it would be. Maybe it's not the cash that entices me. Maybe it's the feeling of being able to perform again. I'm not sure. It would be lovely if I could retire and live on playing the piano. I wouldn't mind playing the same pieces over and over again. Because I know for me, everytime I play... it's a different piece. Maybe I should get a new piano...
3. Old and boring. You leave the fun school no-responsibility life. And things happen throughout your life, the experiences add up, they scare you, they make you wary, and you become a cautious boring person, so afraid of doing things wrong you don't do anything at all. I feel that I'm becoming a boring person. Feel like you're not at liberty to do embarrassing things anymore. Feel like 'youth' is no longer an excuse for doing stupid things. Feel like the whole world is judging... because you're a responsible working adult now.
Wow. So much on my mind. No wonder I'm still awake.
Friday, October 14, 2011
I've always been fascinated by India and China ever since a lecture I've had in Edinburgh.Can't remember who it was, or which module it was for. But it was an interesting paper.
Two emerging countries, huge in land mass and population. Usually conflated in discussions. Usually known for its low labour costs, and its burgeoning potential. But so different. In terms of development, of strengths. The question that the lecture inspired in me was: Why is India not as prominent in the global scene as China?
People talk of China as the next rising superpower, of its competition to US. But not India.
India has its strengths. Its people. Its English proficiency. Its amazing IT sector. Its British colonial legacy making it less hard (arguably, compared to China) to work with the West. But.. no, it's China people talk about. Why?
Saw this article on the Economist: Chasing the Dragon, which reinforced this thought. That China is advancing much more rapidly. Is it because China had a headstart? But isn't it begging the question? Why did China have a headstart? Is it the workings of one man (Deng Xiao Ping?)? Will India ever catch up?

This figure shows how far behind India is based on some criteria of development.
PS Just wondering if the title 'Chasing the Dragon' is coincidental, or if it has an intentional allusion to the practice of inhaling opium (very Chinese!). Hm.
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Think about it this way...
By turning to this blog only as a way of venting my frustrations, I will end up documenting all my sad or angry moments, while the happy moments turn to dust.
I don't want to look back and see a backlog of sad posts.
Perhaps I could write down my frustrations in temporary documents, and jot down my happy moments on a more permanent platform. Then one day... when I'm old, I can read my memories.. with the sad ones faded to an illegible blur and the happy ones etched forever :)
Stay optimistic! Think happy thoughts!
Sunday, September 11, 2011
I wanted to capture everything in my life, because I had a poor memory, and because there were so many beautiful memories I wanted to capture before they fade away.
And then... I'm not sure when... I stopped.
It might be when professional photography became the norm. And my silly photos - blurry, low resolution, with a hand cut off and a leg missing, with no concept of composition or colour or lighting, just a simple photo to trigger my memory - my silly photos just became quite inadequate.
It might be when things got a lot tougher... when there weren't quite so many beautiful memories I needed to capture... when in fact there are so many memories I wish I could delete.
It feels kinda sad. But I don't know why. It's just... not the same anymore.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
You can read it too here: http://nurulsnomnoms.wordpress.com/
She told me about how she was going to do a picture a day.. to mark her year. And I wanted to do it too. Sort of a visual memory to my year. Because time flies. And memories fade. But somehow I didn't get into the habit and I haven't had a single picture yet. Maybe I'm a procrastinator :) Maybe I should just collect a picture a week of something that has inspired me that week. And by the end of a year, I'll have 52 pictures of inspiring moments... Hmm... I really want something to keep track of the time.. Wouldn't want to realise 5 years down the road that I have no clue what I did in the past 5 years... That will be one scary moment o.0
Friday, June 17, 2011
Roger Ebert noted that much of the film "plays like an anti-travelogue paid for by a rival tourist destination—Singapore, maybe.Wall Street Journal Article, James Hookway
One Night in Bangkok Can Lead to Quite a Hangover for Thailand
Libel? Lol.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
But it is an attribute of the Internet to activate in me, and maybe in all its users, a persistent sense of deferred expectancy, as if that thing that I might be looking for, that I couldn’t name but would know if I saw, were at every moment a finger tap away.
That explains the hours of staring at a digital screen, waiting for that moment of enlightenment.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Sunday, April 03, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Friday, March 25, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
Sunday, March 20, 2011
At Zouk. All those scantily-clad, skinny girls. There were so many of them. Heavily made-up with heels to kill. Where did they all come from?
At the cheerleading competition today. All those girls with abs. Felt kinda surreal. Surely normal girls don't have muscles like that.
Really feel like doing something about my fats. Ugh.
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Monday, February 28, 2011
Wednesday, February 09, 2011
He told me
That I was a happy person.
That I like new things.
That I have no stamina.
That I was going to get married at twenty...five
(although I have many choices)
That I have many skills and many interests so I need to focus on developing just one.
That my thoughts tend to wander...
(That I have too many thoughts)
And I just really need to focus
Focus, focus, focus.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Reading abt how since bored drivers are 1.5 times as likely to get into an accident as engaged drivers, researchers suggest making roads more challenging to 'increase driver's focus'
Reading abt how those who walk faster were 90% more likely to live at least 10 years more.
Aren't research findings pretty incredible sometimes?
"Mere advocacy" of any doctrine, however violent, does not violate the First Amendment. And that makes sense. Words don't kill people; guns do. In an open and free society, we don't police speech, but we do police those who violate the law by committing violent acts.
Hm seems to make sense, but doesn't seem to be an accurate portrayal of the US.
