There was a period when I was obsessed with taking photos.
I wanted to capture everything in my life, because I had a poor memory, and because there were so many beautiful memories I wanted to capture before they fade away.
And then... I'm not sure when... I stopped.
It might be when professional photography became the norm. And my silly photos - blurry, low resolution, with a hand cut off and a leg missing, with no concept of composition or colour or lighting, just a simple photo to trigger my memory - my silly photos just became quite inadequate.
It might be when things got a lot tougher... when there weren't quite so many beautiful memories I needed to capture... when in fact there are so many memories I wish I could delete.
It feels kinda sad. But I don't know why. It's just... not the same anymore.
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